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Saturday, April 21st, 2007
1:36 pm
I dislike not having a car.... I dislike it very much.

I really want the play that I'm stage managing to be over... it takes up almost every night and it's just not exciting anymore, after seeing the same play a bizzilion times.

The last show's on the 30th, and then school will be over really soon after that... then I'm going to have too much time with nothing to do... but rock... of course....
Sunday, February 4th, 2007
4:59 pm


Current Mood: crazy
Saturday, January 20th, 2007
6:16 pm
welp.... I've been dumped...

Current Mood: sad
Saturday, December 2nd, 2006
4:32 pm
finals..... dang..... almost over....

I'm so f'd in the a right now though....

sooo much due next week, and I can't focus for shit....

but I've come too far to quite now... just gotta keep on keepin' on

Current Mood: stressed
Thursday, November 16th, 2006
5:58 pm
Tom, the rat, not the person, is dead.
and this makes me sad...

I know he (well, Tom was actually a girl but I called her he and she interchangably) was just a pet and it's not that big of a deal...

but I am sad that my little buddy's gone....

no more Tom "typing" in the middle of the night (when he was eating his food it sounded like someone typing, and I liked to pretend he was typing a novel on a little typewriter)


Current Mood: sad
Sunday, November 5th, 2006
12:50 am
I was just thinking about how when I still lived with my parents I would always come home from grade school or high school, and I would leave my shoes on inside the house for hours, even though I wasn't going anywhere else...

my mom would always say, hey candy, kick off your shoes, stay a while.... i know this makes me a dork... but i dont get to see her enough, and it makes me sad...

then again, i dont get to see most people that i love enough...

Current Mood: thoughtful
Friday, September 1st, 2006
2:35 am
I could tell you not to read my complaining, but your rebel spirit probably just will then. So instead i'll say... do read it... c'mon... it's good for you....

I can say that I don't know what I'm doing, but I can't say I have the timeCollapse )

at justin's (and sam and charlie's) house they have these cushions from their old apartment, and written on one of them it says "Brad was here", and then there is an arrow pointing to it that says "Brad is a Fag"... and under that it says "I was here but not as a fagot!"

Current Mood: okay
Sunday, August 13th, 2006
5:12 am
Sunday, July 16th, 2006
12:40 pm
yesterday was my 21st birthday... it was pretty good

there is a party at my new place tonight, a moving in party... so you should come... yes, you!
Friday, July 7th, 2006
11:36 am
not funny.... but it is
Tara made a bust of a woman's body out of female beauty products, and in the process of moving into our new apartment the left boob fell off of it.

She said she got breast cancer.

Sometimes life is just so fucked up that you have to laugh about it.
Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
4:19 pm
do you realize
that everyone you know someday will dieCollapse )

Make sure that the people you love know it.

Current Mood: sad
Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
2:47 pm
Hopefully on July 5th, that's when it was supposed to be, but now the landlord guy wont give us the exact date.

We're out of our current apartments the 7th though, so I'm praying for the 5th, cause being homeless is no fun.

so if youre bored on the 5th (hopefully) then you should help me lug some heavy boxes up two flights of stairs.... i'll give ya an italian ice popsicle....

Current Mood: worried
Thursday, June 1st, 2006
1:59 am
joe rogan came into my work... yep, host of fear factor joe rogan....

we fucked up his credit card charge... and he bought rolling papers

i really wish i could of told bradley about this... there was a running joke about joe rogan at the apartment strangely enough... the rest of the roommate boys got a kick out of it though...

Current Mood: amused
Friday, May 26th, 2006
1:49 am
this feels familiar....

Current Mood: melancholy
Sunday, May 21st, 2006
10:14 am
tara and i are moving out june 30th... but we dont have a place to move into yet... i'm getting a little nervous... one place that looked good ended up being scary when you read the apartment ratings... like people got murdered there.... and another wont let us move in until july... if they have any openings then even... and most places either dont have two bed two bath, or theyre too expensive.... if anyone has any suggestions about tempe apartments... do tell...

i want to do a burlesque dance to beatle's "come together". i probably never will though... so the voodoo betties should.... dooooo iiiiit.....

i was hoping the bettie show was yesterday so i could of went and saw it, cause i miss people... and they're hot... but it was friday and i closed at work.

i had a dream that tara stayed up all night doing whip its with bradley... and i was so mad and jealous of her for getting to hang out with him all night, cause for some reason i knew he was going to die, even though at the time he was sitting right there...

sorry, i get emo and dumb sometimesCollapse )

i have to go to work soon... finally got a raise! 7.50 an hour... watch out everyone.... i'll be miss moneybags soon.

i need to do something fun this summer.... go... anywhere.... i still feel so tense all the time like i'm still in school... i need some fun relax time... i want to go to disneyland....

Current Mood: okay
Saturday, May 13th, 2006
2:31 pm
i heard that there might be some get together tonight for brad... is anything still going on?
Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
9:15 pm



Current Mood: sick
Monday, May 1st, 2006
1:27 am
my mom randomly sent me a text that said "70% of people got herpes from having sex with someone showing no signs"... so i responded with... "that means the other 30% did have signs"... their like.... well... fuck it.... lets go....

i dont get to go to the rocky on may 6th, dedicated to bradley.... sucks... i dont know why exactly... i just would really like to be there... see everybody... hang out with people who understand in a way...

its going to be nice seeing people at johns this weekend though

i've been having mood swings real bad lately...

two more days of school, then all my finals... last final may 10... i need to care...

i keep meaning to update this thing, then my computer is lame and wont open anything, then i just forget...

i feel like i've had a drink... not drunk, but kinda foggy and confused...

my apartment got sprayed for bugs, had to move everything, still havent gotten it all back... was lame... took my rat to work, mallan freaked out, funny... my apartment sucks... read tara's journal for info on that...

was going to go to trannie practice... forgot... hopefully i'll remember this week... i dont get out of class until 9 anyway, but i was going to go after...
Friday, April 21st, 2006
3:59 am
Once you are tagged, write a blog entry about your 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.

1) i work at a cd/record store and know very little about music. i know very little in general. i have a terrible memory (short and long term). in fact, i forget entire sections of my life, and dont remember things even when people describe the event. i have to study very hard for school.

2) i hate very few things, but things i do hate- stupid commercials (that little girl on the juice commercial especially), juggalos, and ants.

3) i get shingles (look it up if you dont know what it is, its kinda like chicken pox, but not contagious) on my face when i get too stressed out. i've gotten it since i was 5, but now i have pills for it. usually old people get it on their back.

4) i know almost every word of muppet christmas carol. i used to watch it monthly.

5) i very rarely will drink soda before noon because that was a rule while growing up. i also cant swear in front of my mom, even though i'm almost 21, and feel very uncomfortable when other people do.

6) I'm painfully shy. Many people think i dont like them cause i dont talk to them, but i'm just scared to all hell. Even if i've known someone for years i'll just randomly think they hate me and dont want to talk to me.

Tag: tara, ... i dont know who else to tag... but tara... fucking do it!
Sunday, April 16th, 2006
11:09 am
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